Saturday, September 25, 2010

Ignored.

Ignoring much?
If you think, ignoring is fun, you're so freaking wrong at this point.
What will you feel, if your most trusted one ignored you?
Can't answer them? Know why? Because I had never ignored you.

Our friendship had never turned into a relationship.
At least, I didn't even think that it will be turned into one.
Why are you forcing yourself to believe that I fell in love for you?
Your excuse to forsake me?

By best friend, I do mean best friend, not boyfriend.
Do you know how to differentiate them?
We said, best friends at first, why are you saying that I fell for you?
Your excuse to forsake me?

You told me, we'll be best friends till Doomsday.
Yet, you're still spreading around that I fell for you.
You told me, that you're afraid of rumors.
Yet, you're making rumors for me.

Remember the time, that I said, you're my best friend?
Remember the time, that you said, I'm your best friend?
Remember the time, our secrets were shared?
Remember the time, you were sad and who was the one who cheered you up?
Have you forgotten them all or they just vanished into thin air?

I tolerated
your anger,
your attitude and
your harmful words.

It's okay, I guess.
Let the past be the past.
I promise that, you'll never have your secrets leaked.
I promise that, you'll never see me raking those past up again.
I promise that, you'll never have the chance to hear my voice again.

Dear readers,
if you're asking who's it, names shall not be mentioned.

Signed by a broken heart,
Feo
Feo fell on 21:18

Thursday, September 23, 2010

My life, a song without the chorus.

Every song has its own chorus.
Generally, chorus is the most awesome part in the whole song.
Every life has its own good times.
Why doesn't my life have any?
I'm so desperate for the moment I can lift my feet and leave this place.

I don't like it here, Malaysia.
I can't wait till after secondary 5.
I hope I can leave this place instantaneously.
I'm leaving this place and I'll be heading to Singapore.
Every second I stay here is like a torture to me.

Leaving this place is like a fresh start to me.
I can leave my past here and fetch my future there.
This place isn't worth for me to plan my future for.

Signed by a broken heart,
Feo
Feo fell on 21:19