Monday, January 16, 2012
Hidden
Hiding my emotions,
Is what I thought it would be best.
For I shall not,
Worry you with them.
How much I wanted you to tell me what happened everyday be it sad or joy,
How much I wanted you to let me care for you,
How much I wanted you to understand what I actually wanted,
But I just couldn't act out of my selfishness.
Of course,
I will just hide them.
What good will it be done,
If I decided to unleash them upon you?
Sometimes I chose not to speak,
It's not because of I'm a so-called Emo,
It's just that I'm afraid to hurt you with my naughty tongue.
Also, I would much prefer a single word of wisdom than a tonne of bullshit.
Feo
fell on 15:47
Tuesday, October 4, 2011
My Pleading.
Can't you actually just give up speaking,
And start to listen to me, pleading?
You don't expect me to just give up my freedom,
Just for you to cage me in, do you?
Do you ever notice the slightest bit of my emotions?
How many times I wanted to go rampage,
But in the end, sucking it all back up myself,
For the sake of my religion and belief that you don't want me to believe in?
Why can't you just let me hold the right to decide?
Decisions of my soul pleading for, crying for, dying for?
You can't understand, can you?
In the end, I'll just have to suck it all up again.
How much more pain must I endure?
How many more knife-like piercing words must I tolerate?
You don't care much about my feelings, do you?
Unendurable, is the pain.
Intolerable, are the words.
But still I'll have to force a smile and walk away...
I can hold no more..
I plead you.. no more..
Signed by a broken heart,
Feo
Feo
fell on 20:36
Friday, August 12, 2011
Shadow.
I'll prefer just stay in the shadow as it is,
Freedom, where no one can command me,
Tranquil, where no one can disturb me,
Hidden, where no one actually notices me.
I'll just lay here in the dark,
Thinking about myself,
Thinking about my sins,
Thinking about everything.
Please.. just let me lay here a little longer...
Signed by a broken heart,
Feo
Feo
fell on 21:02
